"Kissu"
Word count: 100
by Kinneko

Lips press, ears burn, tummies flutter nervously. Toes curl, fingers clench, hearts beat excitedly. Heads tilt as a breath is stolen and lips are locked once more. Soft, warm tongues fight in a battle for dominance. Neither is shy, both are willing. His hands pass down her back. Her arms lock around his neck. A playful squeeze to her backside is given. She gasps, he chuckles. His hands lift away from her, but come close just as quickly as they left, and cup her soft face before pushing lush, sunset-red hair back from her and kiss her again and again.

-kin

It started with a television show that had never quite caught my attention until one night about four years ago; the thirteenth episode of Inuyasha. The episode had so much angst that it brought me to tears. I enjoyed it, so I desired a wallpaper for my desktop on my computer which resided by my bed. It was about 12:30 A.M. when te episode ended, and immediately, I found a website not only filled with wallpapers, but also with a message board.

I shyly entered the message board under an alias. On the message board, there were fan-fictions, or fan-fic for short, along with round robins. I read these, and shortly after, I began my own writing.

I began writing stories in the summer of seventh grade, at the innocent age of twelve. I did not understand the concepts of paragraphs and verb tenses,a nd my script-formed writings came out shoddy. One particular writer in the message board who always caught my attention occasionally offered me advice. Her alias was Del Kaidin, but we all called her Del. After a few months, I became envious of her popularity and began to write in paragraphs that were hard to read, and usually over a page long.

I developed a new alias, Kinneko, which has held for four years now. I submitted a story to a website to begin afresh and was utterly shocked when Del left a comment on the story. Since then, Del has been my idol and silent guide, for I've never spoken with her casually.

Yesterday I got locked in a bathroom with a jammed lock for over half an hour.

They had to drill the doorhandle off.

=_=

I ate all my green peas today e_e;; Usually I can only stomach a small forkful, but tonight I somehow managed to stick a forkful, chew, swallow (with an accompanyment of bannana/strawberry smoothie mix) them and repeat. Ended up eating all my peas. Made my mom right happy and earned myself a few Kitkat bars and Reese's cups out of the Halloween candy bucket...

I say, Happy Samhain! ^_~ And that's pronounced "sow-in," by the way.

-kin

I wanna... clean my room. My room... is a mess. >> Kin wants to write...

x]

It was the time of day when everything stirred. Not the dawn of day, but dusk. Creatures moved about, anxious to end their laborous activities. Although grey clouds were floating about in the sky, partly shielding the sun, the air was still mucky with a tangible sort of stickiness. Mosquitos buzzed about, annoying any sort of creature it might come across.

Crickets and grasshoppers chirped, singing songs in hopes of finding another, while frogs croaked, the pitches wild in range from the soprano of a tree frog to the bass of a bull frog. All were chirping and singing happily in the mid-summer dusk.

An occasional ripple occured upon the serene lake surface, disrupting the tranquility with an occasional splash. Fish feasted upon each insect that was unfortunate enough to slip into the deadly water, unable to escape.

Near the docks, fish began to surface and fight, struggling to be the first to catch the delicious bits of bread thrown by the human beings who took such great pleasure in witnessing the underwater battle. Moldy planks creaked and goraned under the weight of one such human creature, completely alien, yet somehow natural, to the busy environment. While he seemed utterly disproportionate to the nature world, he also seemed to be perfectly in sync with it. Fish feated fromt he bread he threw, and mosquitos thrived off his blod, unless they were unfortunate in being detected. Of the bread crumbs and blood, life was spread amongst the creatures.

Everything seems to be cramping up on me. I can't seem to get my requests even -started-, I honest to God wanted to draw the other day, but couldn't get what I wanted (couldn't even get started, more or less) so I just gave up. Yes, gave up. That's common for me, by the way.

I'm sick of playing the piccollo in band. I mean, in class I enjoy playing it to an extent, especially when I have that short duet with Mindy (an oboe) but I never get to play my concert flute anymore. I never have time to practice for my flute teacher, and that's upsetting me too.

Gah... I miss writing so damn much, too. Currently, I only have two people writing with me (which is so many less than what I'm used to). One writes with me all the time, which is very relaxing on my end (writing calms me down, it seems) and the other is a one-a-day reply, so that's more... well, tiring than anything. I'd love to write with other people, but either A) they SUCK at it (no offense) or B) they can't keep me interested (i'm very easily interested, so it's hard to loose my attention, but it has happened).

I'm sick of sitting where I sit in the mornings, honestly (no offense Alli, its not you ) And I'm fucking sick and TIRED of not being able to say what I want. I'm a very talkative person when I want to be, but I have to repress half of what I want to say, which is mostly whining, because I'm fucking sick of being threatened to be HIT at if I don't shut the fuck up. So yeah, maybe I should just not talk at all. Eh, but then I'd probably get smacked for not saying anything at all. Can't make anyone happy, can I? God, I have abusive friends =/ (again, not you Alli xD)

And just to say, everything I -am- complaining about in this journal is nothing new to me. I've had these thoughts since like... two years ago, so yeah. I don't know why people thing something is horribly wrong with me, like I'm becoming super depressed or something is wrong with my family, I don't know. Apparently, someone thought so and suddenly some girl tells me all my friends are really, really worried about me and super uber concerned that something is wrong with my family or that I'm not happy.

Oh, no shit? Why wasn't I informed? Yeah, I wasn't the happiest person that day, merely cause I had no idea everyone was -worried- about me, but what made me so mad was that NO ONE ever talked to me. I mean, if I'm worried about someone, I talk to them, ask if they're alright and tell them I'm worried. Is that just me? I don't know, I would just like to know what people think of me sometimes (and sometimes not, as some people would say I'm a stuck-up, selfish brat who always acts depressed and whines to no end).

I don't know what I'm gonna do. School keeps me busy, at least. I'll just have to wait and see what happens to me.

-kin

ps~again alli xD so sorry, i'm not referring to you at _all_ in this journal

Current Mood: distressed

Sorry for being away so much--school has kept me busy, besides that my computer is down, so my time online is limited.

Kinneko7: oh that last sentence was naughty
cowbunny91: -snicker-
Kinneko7: he almost sounds like a virgin with all that stuttering
cowbunny91: -grin- What makes you think he isn't virgin?
Kinneko7: HE BETTER NOT BE.
cowbunny91: HE IS.
Kinneko7: LAWL
cowbunny91: Between going to jail and being shot at, he never found the time to, uh, yanno ... ;3
Kinneko7: you cant tell me someone as bad ass as him has never been in a stripper joint
Kinneko7: hes at least have to have had that
Kinneko7: has to*
cowbunny91: Well duh, he's been in one
cowbunny91: Never did anything though
cowbunny91: I don't blame him! Those women are filthy
Kinneko7: except watch a naked woman dance in front of him
Kinneko7: LOL
cowbunny91: Walking, talking, dancing billboards for catching syphilis and AIDS
Kinneko7: yeah but they're still naked says Kyou
cowbunny91: Lol XD
cowbunny91: Felix says Kyou can have as many strippers as he'd like in his absense
Kinneko7: kyou says felix should join him
cowbunny91: Felix says he's got an, uh, a meeting he needs to attend, and that he's terribly sorry ;3
Kinneko7: kyou says its a meeting with mala
Kinneko7: OOH
Kinneko7: WUT
cowbunny91: LOL XDD
Kinneko7: PWNED

Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?